its our last day!!

oh my goodness!!
i cant believe it..
today is our last day together..
how do i live without u 4 6months?
can i survive?
i wish i could..

hey u!!
how dare u counting time on your fb..
u juz laugh when i said its hurting me..
uweeek kat kamu..

u promise 2 c me afta 6months..
i hope u will never eva forget it..

so,tomoro will b a new day for us..
we goin 2 start our new life n hopefully it will b easy 4 us especially 4 me..

uwaaaa...
hati ini sunggoh keciwa..
tapi xpe..
utk kebaikan kite kan..

so,all da best 2 u..
be good n hope 2 c mature amirulfaris afta 6month..
love u always syg!!

anti depression

u r my anti depression

my words

believe in what i told u
keep my words
dats my promise

he will go soon

yes!!
LI list name juz came out today..
n amirulfaris is on da list..
he manage to get 1st phase for LI..
so,congratulation amirulfaris..

instead of counting for new year..
i also counting for his day..
ist on 4th january 2010..
n he will b back on june 2010..
its a lie if i say im not sad..
i m hell sad..
but thinking in positive side, it might be da best thing 4 both of us..

hopping dat i will get all da answer dat i looking for all this while..

to amirulfaris,
i wish u all da best n c u afta 6months..
im gonna miss u..
take care buddy..

u r born 2 kill n born 2 lead!!

he send me dis pic last sunday afta he cuts his hair...
(actly,i didnt c da dffrnt b4 n afta he cuts his hair..but still i have 2 cheer 4 him..haha)

dats all..
bubbye

sometime we cant get what we want

i wish i could fly 2 u n cry on ur shoulder..

**silent but crying

hoping 2 get better luck next sem..
n i'll try harder!!!

my very 1st cheesecake

huhu..
i juz done baking my very 1st cheese cake..
i never done this b4..
my mum is not at home.
so i took dis opportunity 2 bake it..
all the ingredients are ready..
it juz dat im not 2 confident 2 bake it..
4 me,cheese cake is da most tough dessert..
tgk pade gaye td mcm jadi...
but i hav 2 chill it 4 5hours b4 serve..
huhu..
for pic,
i'll upload it later..

so,dats it..

bubbye

sunday 2.06am

still awake n not even hav sign 2 close my eyes..
masih setia menemani budak hitam itu..
biarpun seorang di sungai besi dan seorang lagi di kuantan..
ku setia kan jugak untuk menemani si hitam itu..
prepare 4 his standby bed at 10a.m...



ok,
let me update u guys(if any) with his adik angkat..
huhu..
ttbe nk muntah plak...
she send him a message tru' da phone..
and its sound like this
'sye mntk mf klw sy jd adik angkat yg psyco..blablabla...'(lupe da ap lg bdk 2 ckp)
n da best part is,
he does not rply dat msg..
hurm..
impresive..
u changed a lot..
but y?
y now?
but thanx god he changed..



gudnyte then